Wotmaniac

Owlishness

Zen

Fab Four

Get closer and see.... see into the trees.... just follow your eyes.... just follow your eyes....

Maybe someday

Whispering

I am the scout who never figured it out......the perfect assistant at the end of existence.

Time

Lifeforms

Bands i seen

Tool (2)
Tori Amos (2)
Nirvana
The Breeders (2)
Smashing Pumpkins
Fishbone
Primus (2)
The Beastie Boys
Dinosaur Jr. (2)
The Mars Volta (2)
The Red Hot Chili Peppers
Greenday
U2
Alice In Chains (2)
Jane's Addiction
Nine Inch Nails
Ice - T
Body Count
Living Colour
The Butthole Surfers
Souixsie and the Banshees
Rufus Wainwright
Bjork
Jurassic 5
A Tribe Called Quest
The Roots (2)
The Drunken Immortalz
Efelbed
Front 242
Arrested Development
George Clinton (2)
L7
They Might Be Giants
Wolfmother
Linkin Park
A Perfect Circle
Beck
Dead Can Dance
Wu-Tang Clan
Rage Against the Machine (2)
The Toasters (2)
Let's Go Bowling
Huey Lewis and the News
Lenny Kravitz
Blind Melon
Rollins Band
Violent Femmes
Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds

Buffalo Daughter

Cibo Matto

Yellow Magic Orchestra

Dreams 4: October 15, 2006

Okay, this is a weird one, and i was an outside observer in this one. In my dream there was this super secret scientific research laboratory that was way out in the country, i'm talking dirt roads only, and surrounded and inundated with many beautiful trees. It had a fence around the acreage, like a compound, and there was maybe 8 or 10 science people living there. My dream started with a lot of back story and discovery about this place, which, now that i'm awake is very vague and hard to put into words, but i am left with the feeling that it was somewhere that had been in operation for a long time and a lot of really strange and secret things had happened there.
So, at a point, this husband and wife research team are moved to the compound to study mutation and the psychology of shapeshifting, and i follow along with them as they discover the place. they are both intelligent, and the man is reserved and the woman is very sweet. At a breakthrough in their research, i watch the woman transform into a vicious green demon with a long tail and then back to herself. Her eyes went from fright at what was happening, to power when she was in demon form, to fright when she changed back again. That was the really freaky part, her eyes. After that happened, the people of the compound locked her in a cell, which she agreed to because of the unstable nature of her shapeshifting, but once confined to the cell she went nuts and started acting like a raving lunatic......and then i woke up, wondering whose story i intruded on and whether i should turn it into a book or a short story.

Take it to the Bridge

Dreams 3: May 28, 2006

so i was at this underground secret Tool concert that was being held in an abandoned, half destroyed elementary school, and before the band was on i was out in the parking lot, hanging out with frat-type dudes in the back of a pickup truck. The frat dudes all pulled out weed, and one of them rolled this weird little blunt and we smoked it. Then from the parking lot i meandered downhill to the destroyed side of the school, which turned out to be where the band was set up, only they were set up behind this waist high wall and their set up included couches and tables. i met Maynard as they started to play, and he let me sing some of Stinkfist, giving me the mic (relax, turn around and take my hand). Then, later in the set, they started playing 10000 days, and i looked at Maynard and said "i fucking love this song" so he let me sing a little of that too. After they played, i went back to the parking lot and the pickup truck, and the frat dudes were gone, but they left all their weed, so i gathered it up and went back to hang out with the band. Maynard told me to call him 'Keenan' and i told him i have a friend named Keenan, then we smoked the weed and chilled out on the couches in this weird abandoned destroyed elementary school.....then i woke up.
peace.

10000 eyes

Drawing i did the first time i listened to 10,000 days by Tool.

Dreams 2: March 10, 2006, in Japanese

私が見た私の母親の車として............................目が覚めたオーケージョン、Jble、ピッコので、私は、この疑似軍事的な夏のキャンプに向かっていたのに、なぜか分からない。ときに我々が、その武装した警備員どこでこの巨大な複合された。我々は、化合物の暗い地下室には、上下に護衛されたが、約50 dudesここにされた'キャンプ'。化合物のリーダーは、極悪非道な男だったし、彼右私のことを指摘し、'とする'。幸いにも、他の男がすぐ隣なので、それが誰かを知るためにくじを引くためだった、と私は、長いわらを選んだ。'私たちは証拠もなし'がいたので、地下に降りると言ったと何もしないことができます。彼らはそのように、私は新しいものについては変更することが向かった。私はMCDの公衆電話から私の母と呼ばれる彼女たち来た人に言っても、帰りにレストランに入って、私は、このガタガタの古いクローゼットの床の下に、'大きな見返り'を待っている所を隠している悪魔のような指導者を見たと述べた。彼は私の運のいい一と呼ばれる。ジョン、ブライアンと私はこの機会に、高速道路で出かけようになり、対向車と一緒に歩く。次に、1つの陣営が、私たちに続くガードのみを当社の階段で私たちcongradulateする。私はその時点で明確な計画を持っていなかった1バレル回転時に、私が、わずか2弾だったので、私は階段の下で再び隠したことに気づいた。彼らは次の日に、いくつかのキャンパー（私と私の友人の）マクドナルドに外出（武装した護衛艦で、もちろん、撮影された）に含まれます。はMCDの建物と小さな町のスタイルで一般小売店のように歳でした。我々はソーダさんとハンバーガー、そして、iは銃についてのジョンとブライアンは言っても、次にiが明るい青色のユニフォームをいくつかの新しい軍人に気づき、化合物のツアーだった。私は彼らが他の人のように悪さを知っていたので、私は彼らに近づき、これらの人々がやっていると伝えました。そのため、他の男をここでの指導者、そして（この奇妙された）の化合物の人々がこの貧しい男皮をはぐに鉄条網を使用して、かれらは食べていた。私とだから私の友達と当然のことながら性交にびびるが、私たちは非常に我々の力を注ぐようになりました。その夜、すべての'キャンプ'は、邪悪な古い地下にスリープ状態にあったが、彼らは私たち鉄条網に包まれた睡眠した。どういうわけか私は自分自身に解明を探るようになり、脱出のいくつかの手段を探している。暗く、ほこり、古い階段を背景に、私は殺し屋のシューティング鉄のような大きなOleで拳銃を発見した。

Dreams 1: January 22, 2006

I had this weird dream last night where me, hamilton, jble, tina and a few others whose names and faces I can no longer recall were on vacation at this pseudo hotel that was set up like a seven story elementary school (made out of cheap and sturdy materials). It was near a beach that was near the forests and mountains, the kind of thing you would find up north. We went to the beach, went to the forest like a normal type vacation, and then at a certain point in my hotel room (which was all the way at the end of the hall on the 5th floor), I realized that there were several shape-changing zombies hiding in my closet waiting for me to let my guard down so they could begin their reign of terror. They were currently disguised as tall knights like mean and silent versions of the black knight from Holy Grail (with glowing eyes). I grabbed my huge grey and chrome handgun and quietly slipped out the door to my classroom looking hotel room, with the intention of warning the others, whom I found on the roof. Hamilton already had suspicions so he left us to get his gun and was going to meet us on the first floor. Jble and Tina were freaked out and ready to try and escape, but no one else really believed me, so a few morons went to my room to check it out. I made Jble and Tina wait on an outdoor stairwell where they would be safe, and followed the others to the corridor where my room was. They were destroyed, and the zombies came towards me, now in the shape of malicious vinyl hobby horses, one of them with the corpse of a friend in his jaws. I hit him with a bullet right between the eyes, rounded up some survivors and went off to rendevous with hamilton. As I was headed down to the lobby, my old friend Andy Morgan called me on my celll phone. When I answered, he was singing some bizarre childrens' song. "hey man" I told him, "I'm being chased by shape-changing zombies right now, so can I call you back?" He said sure and as I hung up, we ran into Hamilton, who was dressed up like a woman in a purple mu-mu, with a black beret, some gold earrings and a little make-up. He said that it was to throw the zombies off, because they didn't like to kill women. He also had his gun with him, so we went to collect Jble and Tina, and they were alright, right where I left them, and then............I woke up to the sound of my dog barking. Oh, well, let's go watch some football. peace.

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood.

Weave....

Spider Queen

She's downlow, dark and sweet

she's in the air i breathe and i can't contain the rage i feel

when she surrounds me. She dips into the void; she'll give you everything, but if you can't stand up to it, it will destroy you.

She's violent and unpredictable, just like the waves of the ocean

she's like a knife that sticks in you, carves a hole and cuts you wide open.

Now.

Venom drips from between her lips

one kiss

could seal your fate, and all i know is that i've got to have another.

Cause' she's downlow, dark and sweet; she's in the air i breathe and i can't contain

the rage i feel when she surrounds me.

She's violent and unpredictable, just like the waves of the ocean.

Shadows move across her face

Spider webs all in her mind

and what i'll tell you is that girl is out to get you.

Now.

River of Tranquil Subterfuge

The Shadow Rising

Efelbed

Efelbed

you seem to have lost your way, wrong turn in the darkest corner; while

it's plotting

the end of you

so cut the chains and break on through, now

i don't know where i'm going, but i can feel when you follow me to the heart of the light that shines

lift the veil on an ancient memory; in the temple i saw you there, the sand had scoured through your skin

that was the end of the blessed, when the forms began to change. Time wasting

the end of time

stop wasting the end of time

There's nothing but death and life, machines building a way to the center

mindbending the force that binds, it caught me hiding way up high

i don't know where i'm going, but i can feel when you follow me

there's nothing but death and life

Creation